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Thursday, May 5, 2011

IM DIFFERENT


nowdays i feel stressed up actually for some reasons..
i hate myself tho
i cant seem to do things right
alwes make people angry
its time for me to frust out n vent my anger..
i hate it
so many unhappy things come across my mind..
feel like wanna runaway to a place with nobody..
dont wanna come back forever..

why people alwes like to compare me to other people..
im me myself
nobody is the same as me..
stop comparing
if wanna compare then u go to hell..
make a choice

hell or me..

everything is so torturing..
i wanna to find a fight
i wanna beat up people
i wanted to scream
please
...
i hate the feelings of beings so stressed up with all those fcker people n fcker things...
sucks!

i really hate myself
cant even handle my own sister
i hate myself for hating my parents
i hate myself for being so ego
i hate myself for being so bad tempered
i hate myself for alwes creating a fuss unneccessarilyyyy...
i hate myself so much that how i wish i could end my life as soon as possible..

i really hate myself though...hate hatred..
i wanted to cry..
after crying i can fall asleep and NEVER wokes up.. thats the end of my life...
i need somebody to talk to...
NOBODY

why?
i dont trust anyone actually
everybody is fading away

my friends.. i dont really trust them on who they are...

i wanna die ASAP!!!!!!!!!!!!
i cant go on anymore..im tired...
i hate college life..
i hate the people in there..
i hate everybody..
even hate myself so so so damn much..


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